Sometimes i simply feel like the Queen of Pain. The Lyme and other toxins like to worm their way into every nook and cranny of my being, raging against me with disturbing pain. Pain makes it difficult to sleep and lack of sleep makes me very irritable, moody and depressed. i take pain/sleep meds like Neurontin and some homeopathics to help me relax and sleep. Often they do not work. Right now i have a sore throat from insomnia the past several nights. i just wish this illness would all go away and NEVER come back again. Will it ever go away? i hope so! i can totally empathize with people who are terminally ill and who have chronic pain that can't face living with it any longer. i am so fucking sick and tired of being sick and tired!
